What does Gurudeva want? He wants to engage everyone in Krsna’s service, Radha-Krsna’s service. A first class disciple will know what Gurudeva wants in what way he wants. He will give up all kinds of false ego and his own desire and will quickly fulfill the desires of Gurudeva…
The diksa-guru should be served by the process of arcana. Although sastra has said, ‘visrambhena-guru-seva; one must serve the guru with a sense of intimacy’, you may commit some offences if you attempt this at your stage. When you come to the level of spontaneous devotional service, then you can do visrambhena-guru-seva. Otherwise, you will have to show that gurudeva respect, awe, and reverence. On the other hand, the siksa-guru can be seen as one’s own heart, and the siksa-disciple can even joke with him…