There are so many questions. I think that many cannot understand what I am speaking. I am speaking so much. Only high-class devotees can realize something. Yet, I am telling. I don’t know why I am telling. This is my habit. Bad habit (laughter from audience). I want to forget everything—all bogus things—and I want to emerge and weep bitterly, like gopīs, for Kṛṣṇa. I want to serve Rādhikā and to become very happy to control Kṛṣṇa, that She should order: “Be at the door of the kuñja and don’t let Kṛṣṇa come in.” So, these questions and answers are very elevated. Very mysterious all these things.
You should know. Yogamāyā Pūrṇamāsī is very tricky—very tricky. She has black magic. She knows. She is expert in black magic. But who is she? Only the wish of Kṛṣṇa. So, Kṛṣṇa becomes Pūrṇamāsī—Kṛṣṇa is controlled by Himself. Like a puppet dances according to the puppeteer, so Kṛṣṇa, Rādhikā, all Vrajavāsīs are dancing, and Yogamāyā is making them all dance.
July 06, 2003 Berlin