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Radharani’s Perfect Chastity and the Gopis’ Candana Medicine

Now we will try to understand the tattvas of the anubhavamayi bhava-sarira Vrajavasis. We shall try to learn what Sri Rupa Gosvami has said according to tattva.
In practicing nama-sankirtana, the Vrajavasis have one condition: in order to do hari-bhajana there is no consideration of class, creed, or where you take birth, but you must be under the shelter of Sri Guru and Vaisnavas. In what way should you be under shelter? You must be under the shelter of sandhini-sakti, Baladeva Prabhu; and you must be under the guidance of the suddha-vrajavasis. Your future will always be safe and secure if you take their pure shelter; you will not face any troubles.
The Vrajavasis always hide their moods, keeping the rasa in their hearts very secret and hidden; that is why they are called gopis, gupta abhahitra. Especially those gopis who are very new, who are sadhana-siddha, they hide everything. We must not speak about our bhajana to others. The Vrajadevis are so powerful that even just a particle of the dust from their lotus feet can grant all perfection. Uma, Rama, Satya, Saci, Candra and Rukmini all desire the foot-dust of the Vraja gopis. Also Brahma, Siva, Suka, Narada, Bhisma – all these great personalities want a particle of dust from the lotus feet of the gopis. Their foot-dust has so much sakti and is infused with their special moods.
yat-kiṅkarīṣu bahuśaḥ khalu kāku-vāṇī
nityaṁ parasya puruṣasya śikhaṇḍa-mauleḥ
tasyāḥ kadā rasa-nidher vṛṣabhānu-jāyās
tat-keli-kuñja-bhavanāṅgana-marjanī syām
O Rādhikā! The Supreme Enjoyer who wears a crown of peacock feathers, falls at the feet of Your maidservants and propitiates them with many humble and grief-stricken words to be allowed entrance into Your kuñja [where both of You engage in playful amorous pastimes]. Let me become just one stick in the broom used by Your sakhis to clean the kunja of that ocean of rasa, the daughter of Vṛṣabhānu Mahārāja. [GVP translation]
The Vrajadevis are the manifestations of svarupa-sakti, Sri Radha, who embodies the highest culmination of all devotional moods. Therefore the high moods of svarupa-sakti’s expansions, the gopis, are also not so easy to understand. These moods are never manifested openly before everyone.
Durga, Kali, Candi, Bairabhi and all the other demigoddesses, immerse everyone in their bahiranga-śakti, in maya, illusion, giving only mundane moods, jada-sakti, jada-rasa, which is very ordinary and not helpful for the soul. But the Vraja-devis, who are they? Their moods are transcendental, of the soul, and are so deep, secret and hidden that even Krsna Himself does not understand the nature of the Vraja-devis’ moods. The seemingly joyous moods of jada-rasa coming from bahiranga-śakti are very transient and shallow, and will always fade in richness, eventually growing sour; yet the eternally blissful moods of vraja-bhakti-rasa coming from antaranga-sakti are ever-fresh and transcendentally tasteful, and only increase in their splendor more and more. There are different types of moods among the gopis considering if they are sva-paksa gopis, vi-paksa, tatastha, suhrd, or sama-sneha.
The gopis speak to Krsna in various ways, by different signals, and no one can understand this language except the gopis themselves and Krsna. Krsna is waking from His sleep in Nandagaon. As soon as He comes out from His house, He sees there is a rangoli outside the door. This art of rangoli does not only belong to South India. There is a rule in Vraja that one’s house should be made clean and then rangoli should be drawn, a transcendental rangoli. Rangoli is made from different colored powders in very beautiful patterns. When a sadhaka wakes up in the morning, he should think how Krsna has darsana of this beautiful rangoli.
The vraja-gopis make rangoli outside each of their homes and when Krsna comes out from His house and sees the different rangoli patterns, He is able to know which forests He will go to that day. So many messages are hidden within the rangoli design. Krsna can understand, “Oh, I see – today I shall go to this forest. I shall eat this prasadam. I shall wear this tilaka and decoration. I shall dress in these clothes. I see where I shall meet with the gopis and what kind of program we will enjoy.” Everything is determined just by this rangoli drawn outside Nanda Bhavana. The gopis have made everything clear.
Also when Krsna comes outside in the morning, He sees how the Vraja-devis have already come and completely cleaned Nanda Bhavana and decorated it with many flowers. He sees that they have already cooked so nicely. Many preparations have been arranged. And He sees how Radharani is again preparing to cook and how everything is ready for Her service – the subjis (vegetables) are cut and washed, and there are many shining silver and golden pots, and it is all so beautiful.
In Nanda Bhavana there are many doors that lead to secret, hidden alcoves. Krsna understands everything, all tattva-vicara and secret messages, and the sva-paksa gopis they also understand. But the vi-paksa gopis cannot understand anything; neither can the tatastha-gopis. One who takes shelter of sad-guru and of the Vrajavasis, especially the Vraja-devis and the followers of the Vraja-devis, will have this vraja-bhava manifest in their heart. You must take shelter of the Vraja-devis, of the gopis, because you cannot attain Krsna without gopi-bhavagopi-bhava-vina-na-paya-kṛṣṇake—Nanda-nandana is not made truly happy by any other bhava; no other bhava can control Him. In the Caitanya-caritāmṛta he has written in the first chapter of Ādi-khanda, ei tina ṭhākura gauḍīyāke kariyāchena ātmasāt e tinera caraṇa vandoṅ, tine mora nātha, These three Deities of Vṛndāvana [Sri Madana-mohana, Sri Govinda and Sri Gopīnātha] have absorbed the heart and soul of the Gaudīya Vaiṣṇavas [followers of Lord Caitanya]. I worship Their lotus feet, for They are the Lords of my heart.” If you want to meet Bhagavan Syamasundara Krsna, if you want to make Him happy, then you should become a Gaudiya. What is the meaning of Gaudiya? One who follows Gaudi, Srimati Radhika Herself.
Srimati Radharani – She is Gauri, Syama, Gorocana Gauri. Srila Rupa Gosvami has written thousands of names of Radharani, just like Gauranga Mahaprabhu has thousands of names. What is sadhana? Sadhana means that you remember these names, do kirtana of these names – then automatically you will remember the form, qualities and pastimes of Radharani, Mahaprabhu, and Krsna. They will manifest in your heart. As children we go to school and we learn material science. We learn history, biology, geometry, math, grammar, and so many other subjects in school. But if we want to enter into this line of vraja-bhakti, we must learn these names of the Vraja-devis. We must learn these names of Caitanya Mahaprabhu and Krsna, and also we must learn of Their forms, qualities and pastimes. If we become qualified in this material world, we get a certificate. But if we become qualified in remembering these names, then we get vraja-bhava, not anything less. But which name should we chant? All the names don’t have the same power.
We should chant these names of Krsna that the Vrajavasis chant. In Rupa Gosvami’s Krsna-namastaka, he has written eight slokas all about the glories of Krsna-nama. And Sanatana Gosvami has said, “Sri Krsna Gopala Murari Hare Mukunda Govinda Nanda Kisora Krsna, He Sri Yasoda-tanaya vasudha ….” If you want to chant and do kirtana then sing these names that the Vraja-devis have sung: “Yasomati-nandana vraja vara nagara, Gokula ranjana kana, Gopi parana-dhana, Madana-manohara, Kaliya damana vidhana.” Chant those names that have vraja-rasa and that are related with Vraja. Just chant and remember those names. The sakti of Vraja is present in these names. If you chant other names, where will you go? The sakti of Vraja is not present in those names. Vraja-bhakti, vraja-bhava, gopi-bhava will not enter our hearts if we chant other names. Therefore take shelter of Vraja, of the gopis. Take shelter of the residents of Gokula, and take shelter of Gopala, who is Vraja-disa, Vrajesa, Naresa, who is Gopi-jana-vallabha Syamasundara – take shelter of Him.
Especially take shelter of sandhini-sakti Baladeva Prabhu, of Sri Guru who has relation with Vraja; he is a vraja-anuragi Vaisnava. If you take shelter of other gurus, then you may go to Vaikuntha or Ayodhya, but you will not be able to enter into Vraja. Krsna has said “This prema of aisvarya does not satisfy Me.” By chanting other names of Bhagavan not related to Vraja you will get this aisvarya-mayi prema, but will you or Bhagavan be happy by this prema? Bhagavan says, “No. Wherever the five types of liberation are present, wherever there is opulence, I’m not so happy. I don’t like this. If you want to make Me happy, then take shelter of Baladeva Prabhu and take shelter of the tad-anuragi jananugami Vaisnavas. By taking shelter like this you will attain gopi-bhava.” Krsna is the hero of Vraja, Vraja-nayaka; He is Vrajesa. To make Him happy you need vraja-bhava. Without vraja-bhava you cannot do anything. We must aspire for this vraja-bhava.
Syamasundara does not belong only to Nanda Baba, he belongs to everyone of Vraja. He saves and rescues everyone. Similarly, Nanda Baba is not just the father of Krsna, He is the father of everyone of Vraja; he helps everyone. So Nanda Baba took all the Vrajavasis and organized one assembly in bhara-bhaitak, assembly hall. He thought “How can we make Krsna happy? And how can we make the Vrajavasis happy?” In Vraja everyone thinks, “How can we serve Krsna more and more?” All Vrajavasis think like this. Vatsalya-rasa is greater than sakhya-rasa, and madhurya-rasa is greater than even vatsalya. But they all think, “How can we serve Krsna? How can we serve the Vraja-vasis?” So therefore Krsna does not think about staying for even one hour in only one house in Vraja. As soon as morning breaks, He goes with all the cows and calves from one forest to another, and He does not stay long in any one house, but He goes and meets with all the Vrajavasis and He tastes their bhava as He enters their different homes. He takes those things that they offer with love, and he takes with so much happiness. Krsna never said, “Close the door, ring the bell, put an asana and offer bhoga to Me.” Rather He says, “Yasoda-maiya, I will not eat.”
“Why, Lala?”
And Nanda Baba says, “Nandera nirdeśe bhaise giri-vara-dhārī/ baladeva-saha sakhā baise sāri sāri.” Krsna will not even eat before the sakhas eat. The sakhas eat first and feed their remnants to Krsna. They don’t say, “No Krsna, we will not give you our remnants.” They are giving their moods, their prema to Krsna. He only tastes this. The Vrajavasis serve Vraja-nayaka Sri Krsna with their moods all the time. And what moods do the Vrajavasis and Vraja-devis have?
Srila Rupa Gosvami gives the identification of the vraja-anuragi Vaisnavas. Where do we find this anuraga? Only with the raganugas, those floating in the raga-sindhu, the ocean of spontaneous and natural love, raga, who are under the guidance of the raganugas and the ragatmikas. Who has this priti? Vraja-priti? Where did raga come from, and how will it increase? Who has this in their heart? This prema-kabandhara?, festival of prema, is making everyone dance. So who is the witness to this?
Raghunatha Bhatta Gosvami and Raghunatha dasa Gosvami. Mahaprabhu feeds the hearts of Raghunnatha bhatta Gosvami and Raghunatha das Gosvami with this vraja-rasa, this vraja-anuraga; and also Yadunandana, Balarama Acarya, Advaita Acarya, Haridasa Thakura, and everyone who was in the house at Sapta-gram. After Mahaprabhu took sannyasa, He came to Santipura and met with Raghunatha dasa Gosvami. Many millions of devotees were there; Mahaprabhu was dancing in ecstacy in harinama-sankirtana. Seeing Mahaprabhu’s all attractive dancing form, Raghunatha dasa became overwhelmed. He said, “Mahaprabhu is making everyone full of prema-rasa, full of vraja-rasa, vraja-bhava. There is no consideration of old or young here, everyone is receiving this mood.” That prema cannot even be estimated. Everyone was drowning in this prema.
Raghunnatha dasa Gosvami took the help of Advaita Acarya to come near to Caitanya Mahaprabhu, who became so happy to see Raghunatha dasa Gosvami. He said, “O Raghunatha, don’t exhibit false renunciation. Don’t exhibit monkey-like renunciation. Also don’t showcase your renunciation to others. In this way, inside, you be strong, but outside act like an ordinary materialist. Go to your house,” Mahaprabhu directed Raghunatha das Gosvami.
Have great respect for the guru-varga and pray for their mercy. They are all ragatmika-janas, they have anuraga, this wealth of anuraga. Pray to them. Don’t show monkey-like renunciation. The gopis wear clothes and decorate themselves, and are always anxious to render service to Krsna. They did not say, “No, we are Babajis, we will not serve.” They did not say, “We are renouncing everything. Now we will go and live in a cave.” No. At all times within their hearts they are drowning in krsna-rasa. They decorate themselves in sixteen ways for Krsna’s happiness. They offer fifty-six items for Krsna. Everything they do is only for Krsna’s happiness. They don’t think about their own happiness or comfort. Even before Krsna goes out for cow-herding from one forest to another, the gopis have already entered those forests and have made so many arrangements to facilitate His sweet pastimes. They go to Bhandiravana and make many preparations there, and they go to Kamyavana near Seshayi-Visnu and make nice sweets there even before Krsna comes cow-herding there. They make everything ready even before Krsna comes. So what moods do they have?
Once, after Krsna had just chastised the demon snake Kaliya, and Nanda Baba and all the Vrajavasis had celebrated, the gopis came to Nanda Gaon to meet with Nanda Baba. The Vrajavasis told Nanda Baba, “O Nanda Maharaja, O Nanda Baba, your son Kanhaiya is so weak now. Just see. There are so many scratches on His body from the snake Kaliya. He’s already black and now there are so many scratches on Him. Don’t you think about His welfare? You must do something about Krsna Kanhaiya, He’s your only son.”
Nanda Baba started smiling and said, “Why should I think about Him? All of you are thinking about Him.”
“No you must think about Krsna Kanhaiya. You must do something for Him. You always say that Narayana is present in Krsna, but no, Krsna is your son. Take care or else you’ll have to suffer tomorrow. Look after your son.”
Nanda Baba said, “My father, Parjanya Rsi, will think about everyone’s welfare.”
Parjanya Rsi told everyone, “Siva Thakura will not listen to my prayers alone. All of us should go and pray to him. Siva Thakura has so many snakes. There are snakes all over his body. Ananta-sesa Padmanabha Himself takes rest on these snakes. Since Krsna’s body is filled with the poison of the snake Kaliya, we should ask Siva Thakura how to cure Krsna.”
Nanda Baba and all Vrajavasis then went to inquire from Nandisvara Mahadeva in Nandagaon. They prayed to the sivalinga there and Siva Thakura manifested. He said, “O Baba, I am Bolanatha. I am Nila Kanthesvara – I drank poison when the ocean was churned. At that time, there was no one who could free me from that poison. I was suffering. But Brahma-ji, out of his causeless mercy, gave me Bhagavan’s caranamrta from his kamandalu and when that caranamrta came on my head and entered my matted dreadlocks, I became so happy and peaceful. Then all the poison in my body went away. I was free. But my mind was still restless. So I prayed ‘Where can I go to find peace?’ Brahma, adi-guru, told me, ‘Bolanatha, I am now going to Vraja, you should also come. I stay there in Varsana and I always collect the foot-dust of the vraja-gopis and with this decorate my four heads. I continuously bathe myself with their foot-dust and since then my intelligence has become pure. I am happy now. Please, you also come to Vraja.’ I did not refuse this invitation. Thus I came to Vraja as Nandisvara Parvata in Nandagaon and now I bath myself with the foot-dust of all the Vrajavasis. I’m now very happy. By staying here I receive such wonderful darsanas of Krsna’s pastimes and my heart is full of bliss.”
“So what can you do for Kanhaiya?” The Vrajavasis asked Siva Thakura. “Please tell us, how can this poison go out?”
Siva Thakura said, “You must ask Bhagavati Pournamasi. She is the kuladevi, the guru of all of Vraja. She will surely help you.”
Upon requesting Yogamaya Pournamasi-devi’s help, she said, “If there is any purely chaste gopi in Vraja, bring a pot with a thousand holes to her. Have this chaste gopi fill that pot with the water of the Manasi-Ganga and perform abhisheka of Krsna; then Krsna will become healthy. But there is one condition: when this gopi collects the water from Ganga, not even one drop must spill out. If any water is lost through any of the thousand holes, we will know she is not the most chaste gopi, and the abhiseka will not be successful.”
“So, who is most chaste in Vraja?” The Vrajavasis thought among themselves. Jatila and Kutila said, “We are the most chaste ladies in Vraja. There is no one more chaste than us. Everyone else only brings great shame to their families, but we bring only honor to our families.” Jatila boasted, “Definitely my daughter and myself are the most chaste ladies in Vraja.”
Jatila and Kutila confidently took the pot with a thousand holes and hurried to collect water from Manasi-Ganga, but not even one drop stayed inside the pot. Again all the Vrajavasis began to think, “Who is most chaste?” At that time, Bhagavati Yogamaya said, “Vrsabhanu-nandini, the darling daughter of Vrsabhanu Maharaja, is the most chaste gopi in all of Vraja. There is no one more chaste than Her.” On Pournamasi’s request, Vrsabhanu-nandini Radharani filled the pot containing a thousand holes with the water of the Manasi-Ganga and effortlessly brought it before Krsna without spilling one single drop. Srimati Radharani affectionately bathed Krsna with that water, and with the many loving moods of Her heart. For one entire month She continued this abhiseka.
This abhiseka began on Caitya-purnima in the month of Vaisakha. Water is also showered on salagrama and Tulsi devi for one month in connection with this pastime of Krsna being bathed by Srimati Radhika.
Although Radharani’s abhiseka of Krsna was very soothing for Him, Yogamaya gave more advice, “This abhiseka is only a part of the cure for Krsna,” she informed the Vrajavasis. “More is needed for Krsna to be free of this poison from Kaliya. This vraja-raja, this dust of Vraja, is so valuable and powerful because actually it is the most precious foot-dust of the gopis, gopi-candana. The pure foot-dust of these chaste and honest gopis has all power. If this gopi-candana is smeared all over Krsna’s body, He will become so happy. The poison of Kaliya that has entered His body will be completely cooled and removed. So, if you want to heal Krsna fully, then you must apply gopicandana on Him from head to toe,” Pournamasi-devi encouraged.
“And who should apply this chandan? Only the manjaris and the sakhis, the most chaste ladies, must apply candana on Krsna’s body,” Pournamasi concluded.
Hearing Pournamasi’s words, the Vrajadevis eagerly pasted sandalwood, brought this from their homes and applied candana all over Krsna’s body. Again Krsna soon became very strong and beautiful, and appeared like the God of Vraja.
Krsna wants candana. He does not want jewels or ornaments. Therefore, in this month, until Snana-yatra, our Madhavendra Puri and our Sriman Caitanya Mahaprabhu, and even the followers of other sampradayas, apply candana to Krsna. This candana is applied until Jyesta-purnima, that is Snana-yatra, two weeks before Ratha-yatra, because now the temperature of summer is very hot! It is not just the heat of the summer season, it is the heat produced from Radha-Krsna’s viraha, separation. During these days of summer’s intensity, everything becomes so dry and overheated that not all pastimes of meeting can manifest, and thus the fire of separation burns high in Vraja. Therefore during this time Krsna goes to Pavana-sarovara, Prema-sarovara, Chandra-sarovara, Mana-sarovara, Kusoma-sarovara, and so many different places where there are big, shady trees, and He rests trying to cool down. At that time, many of the sakhas apply candana on Krsna and on Giriraja silas.
The sakhas realized that Nanda Baba’s courtyard has such wonderful sandalwood trees, and that by pasting this sandalwood and applying even one drop of this candana paste to Krsna, then He becomes very cool. The sakhas then declared to one another, “We will also put candana on Krsna to cool Him and protect Him.” They told Krsna, “If you wear this candana, then brahmasakti will enter inside Your heart. You will be protected.”
If you go to visit the Babajis of the Nimbadittya sampradaya you will see that they all cover their bodies in candana. Why? They say that if they wear candana, then no maya will enter their bodies, that the heat of maya will be extinguished. Candana has brahma-sakti, this higher spiritual power, and protects one from the lower power of maya-sakti. What did Caitanya Mahaprabhu say? He said, “Those who do not wear tilaka, who do not apply gopicandana on their forehead – their head is like a graveyard. Those who do not have candana on their bodies will be destroyed by the three types of klesas (miseries): adhidaivika (suffering caused by the demigods and material nature), adhibautika (suffering caused by others), and adhyatmika (suffering caused by one’s own mind and body).” Sri Govinda dasa Kaviraja and Srila Rupa Gosvami have sung such wonderful kirtanas on the glories of candanaJai jai sundara nanda kumara, saurabha sankarta vrndavana tata vihita vasanta vihara / abhinava kutmala guccha samujjvala kuncita kuntala bhara, pranayi janerita vandana [candanda] sahakrta curnita vara ghana sara. – All glories to You, O beautiful son of Nanda! You perform springtime pastimes on the river banks of Vrndavana, which is full of fragrance. Your mass of curling locks is adorned brilliantly with a bunch of fresh blossoms. You are decorated with colored powders, mixed with camphor, [and also candana] that are thrown by your beloveds.
But how did this gopicandana manifest? Where was it born? What is the history of candana?
When Krsna would bathe with His cowherd boys in the Yamuna River, the gopis would also come to the Yamuna and play in the water. At that time, Yamuna-devi received the foot-dust remnants of the Vraja-devis as they sported in her waters. Yamuna-devi inquired, “O Prabhu, Krsna, where shall I keep this precious foot-dust of the gopis and Yourself?”
Krsna told her, “Listen, this foot-dust of the Vrajavasis, especially of the Vraja-devis, has so much power. It must be safely stored. Yamuna, you should carry this treasure all the way to the ocean and deliver it to Varuna-deva for him to store in a very special corner.
Our Varuna-deva, the deity of the ocean, Samudra-deva, is also called Ratnakara, which means “he who is full of jewels.” The Himalayas gave so many precious jewels and minerals to Varunadeva. He stores so many presents within the depths of his waters. Everything valuable and treasured is given to Ratnakara for safekeeping. Varunadeva is very busy. He makes silver separate from gold, and gold separate from water. He sorts, separates and stores so many important resources – minerals, rain, trees, jewels, even bodies are brought to him. He is like one very strong filter. His factory is running day and night. Laksmi-devi Herself (the goddess of fortune), is the darling daughter of Varunadeva. All the holy rivers flow into the ocean, and he is thus known as tirtha-raja (King of tirthas). Many rsis and maharsi do sadhana and tapsya and bathe in the ocean, further enhancing his glories. And most amazingly Mahaprabhu Himself would bathe daily at svargadvara in the ocean at Jagannatha Puri depositing his precious foot-dust and mahabhava there.
So this greatest treasure of the Earth, this caranaraja (foot-dust) of the gopis, was sent to the ocean for Varunadeva to save. In those places where the ocean god deposited this special dust, sandalwood trees grew.
Later Krsna said, “I, along with any of My expansions, will not accept anything without candana and tulasi.” Dei tulasi tila, deha samarpinu, daya jani na chadabi maya. Without this candana, Krsna does not like anything. He wants this foot-dust of Vraja. He left Vraja and went to Dvaraka, but there He also yearned for this foot-dust of the gopis of Vraja. Therefore, our Madhvacarya started wearing this tilaka made from gopicandana. And Mahaprabhu Himself further extolled the glories this gopicandana. If this gopicandana is applied on the body then the body will never become unfavorable for you, it will become very favorable for your bhajana and bhava. If your body is decorated with candana it will give you bhavasiddhi. It will make your body full of rasa.
Take shelter of the raganugas, of raga-sindhu, the ocean of raga (spontaneous loving devotion) and of the ragatmatmika-jana. By the power of their foot-dust and shelter one will very easily give up the false enjoyment of this world and attain taste in vraja-bhakti-rasa. “In this way, there is no need to do markatvairagya (false, monkey-like renunciation),” Mahaprabhu told to Raghunatha dasa Gosvami. He gave similar instructions to Raghunatha Bhatta Gosvami also. “Don’t show your bhajana to others; hide your moods like the gopis.”
In Varanasi, Kasi, Mahaprabhu met with Raghunatha Bhatta Gosvami and made him drink this anuragarasa. He first met Gopala Bhatta Gosvami in Sri Rangam during the four months of caturmasya. Gopala Bhatta Gosvami served Mahaprabhu with so much love and affection and Mahaprabhu made him drink this vraja-rasa. When Mahaprabhu went to Rama-keli He first met Sri Rupa and Sanatana Gosvamis. Then again Mahaprabhu met with Sanatana Gosvami in Varanasi for two months, and later in Puri for ten months, He instructed him again. Mahaprabhu instructed Rupa Gosvami in Prayaga for ten days. During each of His meetings with all the Gosvamis, He infused them with this vrajaanuraga-rasa, and therefore those who are ragatmika, and those who are raganuga, all those who try for vraja-anuraga, take shelter of their lotus feet.
During His pastimes, Mahaprabhu manifested a two-handed form, a four-handed form, and even a six and eight-handed form, but Mahaprabhu wanted ultimately to establish the glories of Vraja. “This kingdom should belong to Vraja-raja Krsna. Everything should belong to the Vraja-devis and Krsna. Everything should be full of anuraga. Everything should have raga for Radha and Krsna.” This desire was prominent within the heart of Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu, and for this reason the guru-varga manifested such beautiful understandings of vraja-anuraga. They have mercifully shared the store from their own hearts. The sadhaka who takes shelter of the guru-varga of Vraja, who takes shelter of the Vraja-devis, definitely attains eternal auspiciousness.

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    When will I see You gazing upon the prince of Vraja, His cheeks sweetened with a smile, as His mother anxiously strokes Him while He departs for the forest, fulfilling His vow to protect the surabhi cows? (Vilāpa-kusumāñjali)Dasa Gosvāmī now prays to be near Rādhārānī as She watches Kṛṣṇa passing by on His way to go grazing the cows, when mother Yaśodā embraces him. For the service and protection of the noble members of the surabhi dynasty of cows, Kṛṣṇa daily enters the forests of Vraja. Kṛṣṇa took a vow to always serve the cows. He does not go to the same place every day, in consideration of the area, not wanting to overburden it with all the cows.Mother Yaśodā worries about Kṛṣṇa, thinking, “Gopāla is only a small boy, but He daily goes out in the summer heat or winter chill, despite rain or any other harsh weather; He never takes rest. The sun is strong and burns Him. How can I protect Him?” She has affectionate concern for Kṛṣṇa’s welfare.Kṛṣṇa’s earrings kiss His cheeks. He smiles and looks side to side. Yaśodā Mātā watches His every movement. She thinks, “What is helpful for Kṛṣṇa?” and she is ready to arrange anything at once. Kṛṣṇa has relation and love for anyone who resides in Gokula and promises to protect and serve all those who come and stay in Vraja. This relation is not any ordinary or temporary thing. Kṛṣṇa does not make friendship with anyone for a day; His love is eternal.Kṛṣṇa is the prince of Vraja, but He doesn’t consider Himself royalty too superior to serve. He does not feel that He is a highly respectable authority. This is not His nature.Vṛndāvana has many forests. When Kṛṣṇa takes the cows out to graze, He is not only taking care of the cows, but He takes care of the forests and gardens as well. The creepers, plants, and trees will become dry if they are not taken care of. The cows trim the grass and keep it clean and healthy.Farmers clean and till their fields to keep them fertile and healthy. The cows are like the gardeners of Vraja, keeping everything fresh and pure by fertilizing the forests and aerating the land. The cow dung and urine make those areas healthy and vibrant. This is food for the plants and trees. If the cows did not graze in the forests, then the greenery would not get this extra nourishment. In the forest, there are many varieties of plants and medicinal herbs. By eating these plants and herbs, the cows’ udders become filled with wholesome milk. In this way, everyone benefits by Kṛṣṇa taking the cows out to graze. Therefore Kṛṣṇa vows to always care for the cows, Vrajavāsīs, and forests of Vraja.As Kṛṣṇa goes through the forests, He accepts the trees and plants’ heartfelt gifts of fruits and flowers and distributes them to the sakhās.Yaśodā Mātā is always concerned for Kṛṣṇa’s welfare when He is in the forests of Vraja. To pacify her, Rati Mañjarī says, “O Nandarānī, don’t worry. I will go to the forest and look after Kṛṣṇa. I will change my appearance and will help arrange for Kṛṣṇa’s service while He is grazing the cows. Rādhikā will also cook some refreshments for Kṛṣṇa. I will help arrange all this. The mañjarīs and I are ready to see that Kṛṣṇa is cared for while He is outside Nanda-bhavana.”Yaśodā Mātā is pleased to hear this and says, “Oh! You will take care of my Kanhaiyā? He cares for everyone, but I always worry about who will take care of Him.” Yaśodā Mātā is very happy to hear that the sakhīs and mañjarīs are there to help Kṛṣṇa in the forest and she gives her blessings to Rati Mañjarī.goṣṭheśayātha kutukāc chapathādi-pūrvaṁ    su-snigdhayā sumukhi mātṛ-parārdhato ‘pihā hrī-mati priya-gaṇaiḥ saha bhojyamānāṁ    kiṁ tvāṁ nirīkṣya hṛdaye mudam adya lāpsye Vilāpa-kusumāñjali 66O bashful fair-faced one! When will my heart feel great joy to see the queen of Vraja, who is more affectionate than countless mothers, taking an oath to make You sit down to eat with Your friends?Dāsa Gosvāmī in his internal form as Rati Mañjarī prays to Rādhārānī, “O Śrīmatī, You are supremely beautiful. Seeing You, people become filled with joy, and in the absence of Your darśana everyone becomes distressed. In Nanda-bhavana, while eating, without Your darśana the food has no taste for Kṛṣṇa.”After Kṛṣṇa finishes His meal, Yaśoda Mātā affectionately requests Śrīmatī to take prasāda. Rādhārānī becomes shy. She sits down with Lalitā, Viśākhā, and the other sakhīs and takes something. Rati Mañjarī feels great bliss observing Śrīmatījī as She tastes Her cooking. As Kṛṣṇa ate, Śrīmatī watched from a hidden place, and Kṛṣṇa would casually look up now and again and They exchanged sidelong glances. Now, when Rādhārānī sits to eat on the request of Yaśodā Mātā, Kṛṣṇa comes and peeks through the window to watch His beloved. Receiving darśana of Śrīmatī is Kṛṣṇa’s favorite nourishment.While Kṛṣṇa eats, Śrīmatī watches from a hidden place and waits for Him to finish. When Kṛṣṇa gets up and leaves, as the elders and other guests in Nanda-bhavana are otherwise preoccupied, He and Śrīmatī look for a chance to momentarily meet. Śrīmatī wants to meet with Kṛṣṇa and begins walking away from the kitchen, but then Yaśodā Mātā calls out to Her, “O Lālī, come eat something.”Rādhārānī returns unwillingly and sits down to eat. In the meantime, Kṛṣṇa waits at the secret meeting place for Śrīmatī. When She doesn’t arrive, Kṛṣṇa comes to where She is eating with Yaśodā and Her sakhīs. On the pretense of asking Yaśodā something, He glances lovingly at Śrīmatī from the corner of His eyes. Rādhārānī blushes and covers Her face with a cloth while She takes prasāda with the sakhīs and Yaśodā. Seeing this in his meditation, Dāsa Gosvāmī becomes overjoyed.āliṅganena śirasaḥparicumbanena     snehāvalokana-bhareṇa ca khañjanākṣigoṣṭheśayā nava-vadhūm iva lālyamānāṁ    tvāṁ prekṣya kiṁ hṛdi mahotsavam ātaniṣye Vilāpa-kusumāñjali 67O Rādhe, eyes restless as khañjana birds! When will I experience a festival of joy seeing You being fondled by the queen of Vraja, who embraces You, kisses Your head, and gazes upon You lovingly as if You were Her newly married daughter-in-law?Like a newly married girl who comes to serve at the house of her husband after marriage, Śrīmatī Rādhārānī comes in the early morning to Nandagrāma with Her sakhīs and mañjarīs to cook for Kṛṣṇa.While Rādhārānī is still on the pathway to Nandagrāma, Yaśodā Mātā comes down to meet Her. She runs and embraces Śrīmatī Rādhārānī. She smells Her head, kisses Her, lifts Her into her arms, and carries Her up the hill to her own room. There she gives Śrīmatī Rādhārānī new earrings, necklaces, saris, and many other gifts. She gives Her so many new things every day. She embraces and kisses each of the young girls and gives them many gifts.Why does Yaśodā Mātā have this heartfelt love for them all? If anyone desires to serve Kṛṣṇa, then Yaśodā is very pleased and has so much love for that person. She serves and thinks of everyone’s welfare.Dāsa Gosvāmī prays, “When will I be present in Nanda-bhavana, and under guidance of Yaśodā Mātā, I will assist Śrīmatī Rādhārānī in the kitchen. Love and affection will flow from Yaśodā Mātā’s heart to all the sakhīs and mañjarīs.”     Anything done with love is very sweet. Kṛṣṇa longs for that love. Śrīmatī Rādhārānī’s hlādinī-śakti spreads out to the hearts of all the Vrajavāsīs, like a transcendental sun of love, and shines in the hearts of those in the moods of dāsya-rasa, sakhya-rasa, vātsalya-rasa, and mādhurya-rasa.hā rūpa-mañjari sakhi praṇayena deviṁ     tvad-bāhu-datta-bhuja-vallarim āyatākṣīmpaścād ahaṁ kalita-kāma-taraṅg
    a-raṅgāṁ     neṣyāmi kiṁ hari-vibhūṣita-keli-kuñjamVilāpa-kusumāñjali 68O dear friend Rūpa Mañjarī, when will I, from behind, lead our Devī, who has become a dancing arena for waves of amorous passion, Her large eyes wide-open, and Your arm affectionately placed about the vine of Her waist, to the keli-kuñja forest grove, decorated by the presence of Śrī Hari?Dāsa Gosvāmī prays to accompany Śrīmatī as She goes to the keli-kuñja. In his internal form as Rati Mañjarī, Dāsa Gosvāmī is there, watching Kṛṣṇa’s playful pastimes. Rati Mañjarī is present behind Rūpa Mañjarī and they walk with Śrīmatī to the keli-kuñja. Rūpa Mañjarī has decorated the kuñja, making a brilliant throne of flowers. Śrīmatī Rādhārānī sits on the flower throne in the kuñja and eagerly awaits Kṛṣṇa’s arrival.If there is no sweet relation, then no one will want to follow behind another. Ordinarily, people follow others for their own selfishness, but this temporary relationship is contemptible, whereas the sweet relation between the Vrajavāsīs is most glorious.Rati Mañjarī thinks, “When will I carry Kṛṣṇa’s loving presentations and give them to Rūpa Mañjarī?”Rūpa Mañjarī will not accept anything independently. She offers anything that comes to her to Śrīmatī Rādhārānī. Kṛṣṇa sends a necklace or a beautiful garland to Rūpa Mañjarī through the hand of Rati Mañjarī. Rati Mañjarī shows this gift to Śrīmatī Rādhārānī, then Rādhārānī gives it to Rūpa Mañjarī, and says, “No, no. This is good for you, you should accept it.”This garland isn’t only made of flowers. Kṛṣṇa’s heartfelt love is contained within. After much opposition, Rūpa Mañjarī wears this mālā by Rādhārānī’s insistance; she becomes very shy and looks down, experiencing Kṛṣṇa’s love present in this gift.sākaṁ tvayā sakhi nikuñja-gṛhe sarasyāḥ      svasyās taṭe kusuma-bhāvita-bhuṣaṇenaśṛṅgāritaṁ vidadhatī priyam īśvarī sā      hā hā bhaviṣyati mad-īkṣaṇa-gocaraḥ kim Vilāpa-kusumāñjali 69My dear friend Rūpa Mañjarī, when will I be able to see you with my mistress decorating Her beloved with flower ornaments in a kuñja-kuṭīra by the bank of Her lake?Śrimati Radika is in an isolated grove on the bank of Radha-kuṇḍa. Rūpa is nearby, feeling that although the kuñja-kuṭīra is decorated with beautiful flowers, it is lacking perfect beauty because Kṛṣṇa is not there. Rūpa Mañjarī finds some means to invite Kṛṣṇa, who comes and sits on a seat of flowers. The sakhīs begin to fan Him. The flowers are fragrant, but Kṛṣṇa is restless. The flowers and fans do not cool Him. He is unsatisfied. Why?Kṛṣṇa says, “O Rūpa Mañjari when will your adhīśvari Śrīmatī Rādhārānī give Me darśana? I came here only for Her darśana.”Rūpa Mañjarī replies, “My Svāminī is resting inside a kuñja nearby.” “I came only for Her darśana,” Kṛṣṇa repeats.Rūpa Mañjarī gives an indication to Rati Mañjarī, who goes and tells Rādhārānī. Hearing Kṛṣṇa’s message, Śrīmatī Rādhārānī hides deeper in the kuñja-kuṭīra, not wanting to give Him darśana so easily. When Rati returns, Kṛṣṇa begins to search for Rādhikā.śrutvā vicakṣaṇa-mukhād vraja-rāja-sūnoḥ      śastābhisāra-samayaṁ subhage ‘tra hṛṣṭāsūkṣmāmbaraiḥ kusuma-saṁskṛta-karṇa-pūra-      hārādibhiś ca bhavatīṁ kim alaṅkariṣyeVilāpa-kusumāñjali 70O beautiful one, hearing from the parrot Vicakṣaṇa that the prince of Vraja has already left for His rendezvous with You, can I joyfully decorate You with fine garments, flower earrings, and necklaces?In Vraja, there is a clever parrot named Vicakṣaṇa, who witnesses Rādhā-Kṛṣṇa’s sweet loving pastimes and repeats them to the gopīs. Sometimes this parrot brings messages back and forth between Rādhārānī’s camp and Kṛṣṇa’s camp.Once, Kṛṣṇa sent Vicakṣaṇa on an errand, saying, “Go and search out where there are nice flowers. Collect them and give them to Me. I will make flower earrings and will decorate a dress and make many flower ornaments for Rādhārānī. Then I will take these and present them to Her.” This parrot returns sometime later and says to Nanda-nandana, “I went to search for flowers and found the Vraja-devīs making a dress for You embroidered with flowers. They want to give You flower earrings, ornaments, and flowers.”Kṛṣṇa replies, “I will decorate and serve them.”“If You first accept their loving presentations,” Vicakṣaṇa replies, “then You will realize how they will be pleased and will be able to serve them in return.”Kṛṣṇa’s desires reflect in Rādhārānī’s heart and She instructs Her mañjarīs how to fulfill those desires. They then make new outfits with silk, pearls, flowers, and jewels. When Kṛṣṇa wears these clothes, He feels that Śrīmatī Rādhārānī is directly present with Him. Śrīmatī Rādhārānī’s love and the love of the sakhīs and mañjarīs is present in whatever they touch.nānā-puṣpaiḥ kvanita-madhupair devi sambhāvitābhir        mālābhis tad-ghusṛṇa-vilasat-kāma-citrālibhiścarājad-dvāre sapadi madanānandadābhikhya-gehe     malli-jālaiḥ śaśi-mukhi kadā talpam ākalpayāmiVilāpa-kusumāñjali 71O moon-faced one, when will I arrange a bed of jasmine flowers for You in Madanānandada-kuñja, which has a beautiful gate and is decorated with wonderful pictures of Cupid, drawn in kuṁkum, and garlands of many flowers, surrounded by buzzing bees.The glories of this Madanānanda-kuñja are explained herein. It is located near Pāvana-sarovara, not far from Nanda-bhavana. Kṛṣṇa goes alone to that kuñja after waking in the morning, and rests for awhile in the arms of Śrīmatī and the Vraja-devīs.Dāsa Gosvāmī prays, “O Devī, sweetly singing bumblebees move flower to flower, collecting honey. Hearing their singing, You open the door of the kuñja and look out expectantly, hoping for Kṛṣṇa to appear at any moment. I will decorate the doorway of that kuñja with draping strands of flowers and will arrange a bed in that forest grove for Your pleasure.”In the morning, the sakhīs and mañjarīs come with honey, drinks, flowers, and many offerings to cook with Rādhārānī at Nanda-bhavana. From a distance, Citrā-devī, who is most expert at making paintings, shows Śrīmatī Rādhārānī with her enchanting art where Kṛṣṇa is and what He is doing. Then Śrīmatī Rādhārānī arranges for His service.Kṛṣṇa gets up in the morning, having stayed awake the whole night and therefore needing more rest. There is a special kuñja-kuṭīra arranged for Him to hide in and continue resting after He formally wakes in Nanda-bhavana.He comes there by a hidden path. He disappears from the cowshed where He was milking the cows and enters this kuñja. Rādhārānī and the Vraja-devīs take Him in their arms. They massage Him and fan Him, and He interacts with each of them personally, resting His head on the knee of one, holding hands with another, and placing His arm around the shoulders of another. The hearts and bodies of the Vraja-devīs are more soft, delicate, beautiful and lovely than any flower. Each gopī makes her lap like a bed for Kṛṣṇa to rest on. Kṛṣṇa rests in Madanānandada-kuñja in the morning.śrī-rūpa-mañjari-karārcita-pāda-padma-     goṣṭhendra-nandana-bhujārpita-mastakāyāḥhā modataḥ kanaka-gauri padāravinda-     samvāhanāni śanakais tava kiṁ kariṣye Vilāpa-kusumāñjali 72O golden one, when will I happily and gently massage Your lotus feet, along with Rūpa Mañjarī, as You rest Your head in the lap of the prince of Vraja, and He massages Your head?Śrīmatī Rādhārānī comes from Varsānā and rests with Kṛṣṇa in Madanānanda-kuñja. She lies down, and Rūpa Mañjarī massages Her feet and soothes them with cool kuñk
    uma and mehindi. As Rūpa Mañjarī serves the feet of Śrīmatī Rādhārānī, she signals to Rati Mañjarī to come forward and massage as well.Sometimes, if He has permission, Kṛṣṇa sits with Śrīmatī Rādhārānī in His lap and as She rests on His knee, He strokes Her head. Rūpa Mañjarī massages the feet of the Divine Couple with her soft pleasing hands and calls Rati Mañjarī forward to assist her.Dāsa Gosvāmī prays, “When will Rūpa Mañjarī call me forward for the service of Rādhā-Kṛṣṇa?”The name ‘Rūpa Mañjarī’ means that with her beauty, she conquers and controls the hearts of all. There is no darkness in her heart. She is always bright, light, and golden.Dāsa Gosvāmī prays, “When will that day come when, after serving Śrīmatī Rādhārānī and Śrī Kṛṣṇa, I will be able to serve Rūpa Mañjarī herself? When will she give me permission for this? How else will I receive proper training?”govardhanādri-nikaṭe mukuṭena narma-     līlā-vidagdha-śirasāṁ madhusūdanenadāna-cchalena bhavatīm avarudhyamānāṁ     drakṣyāmi kiṁ bhru-kuṭi-darpita-netra-yugmāmVilāpa-kusumāñjali 73When will I see You, Your eyebrows knitted and Your eyes burning with pride, as Madhusūdana, the crown on the heads of expert jesters, stops You near Govardhana Hill on the pretext of collecting a toll?Kṛṣṇa comes with His sakhās to the foot of Govardhana and takes tax from the Vraja-devīs. He demands, “Give Me tax!Then He says, “Actually, I am not a tax collector. I don’t take anything by force. That is not right. It is not sweet for Me. Please give Me some charity.”Then a bit later He says, “No, no, charity is also not good. I am not a poor person or a beggar. Please give Me dāna, donation. By giving dāna, you yourselves will be benefited and become happy. If you give anything happily, the benefit will multiply ten times. Therefore, give Me dāna. If you don’t give Me dāna, you will become a poor, dirty, narrow-minded beggar. I am great. Everyone knows this. Therefore if you give Me a donation, then My own greatness will come to you, and your hearts will be clean. You will become fair, fresh, and full of goodness. I am a qualified person. If you give dāna to bad people, they will make you dirty and contaminated. You will suffer life after life. But by giving a donation to those who are qualified, it is very good for you. The best thing to offer is yourself, so if you offer yourself as a donation to a person with all good qualities, it is best.”With these words, Kṛṣṇa tries to capture Śrīmatī Rādhārānī. He says, “Give everything to Me. Then I will accept and help you. If you don’t give yourselves to Me, then you will be forced to give yourselves to cheaters. They don’t have any strength to help you. Anything you have should be given to Me. I am a qualified and very powerful person.”With such clever words, Kṛṣṇa attempts to take everything the gopīs possess as dāna. He is not interested in anything small. With His crooked eyes, He scans for any particle of love, and is not happy until He receives every last drop.Dāsa Gosvāmī prays, “I long to watch Kṛṣṇa’s sweet playful pastimes with the Vraja-devīs.” (Click on the Title to see more)

  • WHY WILL WE ALWAYS SUFFER IF WE DON'T COLLECT THIS BHAKTI RASA?

    Vilāpa-kusumāñjali 8 O Devī, please rescue this unfortunate person drowning in an ocean of pain. Place him on the strong boat of Your mercy and carry him to the wonderful realm of Your lotus feet.He says, “O Rādhe! I am not merely sad, I have fallen in the ocean of distress where I am burning in separation. I don’t know how to come out. Be merciful upon me, send a boat to help and carry me across this ocean to Your lotus feet. They are my all and all. Please bring me close to Your lotus feet. Otherwise, for millions of lives I take shelter of ordinary people, but they don’t accept me. They only kick me. O Rādhike, You are my life and soul. Please give me shelter. This will be my permanent post and service. Otherwise, I have no power.”Rādhārānī may say, “Oh, why are you sad? Why are you disturbed? Why are you crying?”“O Devī! Before, I had no knowledge that this world is a prison. Many cruel animals are present who are always cheating me, stealing my life. They appear like friends but they only steal my life, time, and energy. They make me perform bad karma, sending me away from bhakti and God.“By the mercy of Caitanya Mahāprabhu and Guru-pāda-padma, I have realized this and come here. Without Your mercy it is not possible to cross over this mundane world. I cannot cross beyond this attachment. If I have no protection and shelter, then I would be forced to go back. If You don’t give taste and relation, then I would have to go to others and work constantly for their pleasure.“I have no shelter. Without You I am very small. Your lotus feet are very wonderful. Many millions and millions of siddha-sevakas are present there.“Please give me a small place there as well. I will sit by Your lotus feet and Your sevakas will teach and guide me.”In the ninth verse Dāsa Gosvāmī prays: tvad-alokana-kalāhi-daṁśair eva mṛtaṁ janamtvat-padābja-milal-lakṣa-bheṣajair devi jīvayaVilāpa-kusumāñjali 9 O Devī, with the medicine of the red lac from Your lotus feet, please bring back to life this person now dead from the bites of the black snake of not seeing You. “O Devī, I can’t see You. The serpent of time is stealing away my life. It bites me and injects me with poison. I can’t protect myself. By its poison I am suffering and feeling so much pain. O Devī! Tat-padābjam, Your lotus feet are like life-giving medicine. Please give me life and strength, so that I may return to You. Now I am wounded, as if dead by the influence of mahā-kāla. Poisonous snakes always come and bite me. Babies go to their mother and father, who take them in their lap, and kiss and play with them. With all types of love and affection, relatives poison us and keep us disconnected from our soul and the Supreme Soul. These family members are the soldiers of time.“O Devī, Your lotus feet are covered with reddish kuṁkum. Please give me a particle of kuṁkum from Your feet. This medicine will cure the material disease and bestow anurāga.”Caitanya Mahāprabhu covered Himself with this anurāga. In Anurāga-vallari, Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura wrote that in the early morning Śrīmatī Rādhārānī watched many pulina-kanyās going to collect dry wood and cow dung. They saw Kṛṣṇa’s foosteps and kuṁkum on the grass. Where did this come from? The Vraja-devīs put Kṛṣṇa’s feet on their breasts that are smeared with kuṁkum and that kuṁkum becomes imprinted on the grass when Kṛṣṇa walks through the forest. The pulina-kanyās place this kuṁkum on their heads and chests. Śrīmatī sees this and says, “How much love they have for this Kṛṣṇa!”Caitanya-candra wore cloth the reddish color of this anurāga. He said, “I always keep the Vraja-devīs’ footdust with Me. This footdust is their anurāga.”This anurāga color is medicine that treats our material condition. How can hṛd-roga, lust, go? Dāsa Gosvāmī Prabhu says, “If you take a little bit of this footdust and smear it on your body and pray to that dust, then your hṛd-roga will go away. The serpents of time will no longer bite you. Even if you can’t bring Her feet directly in your heart, if you can collect a little of this kuṁkum and place it in your heart, then that will cure you and bring you to Vraja-dhama.”Some people say, “I have no time, when can I chant? I will chant later. I will serve later.” This is the poisonous effect of kāla-sarpa, the serpents of time. If you want to be saved from these serpents, then you must take shelter of the Vraja-devis’ foot dust.vande nanda-vraja-strīṇāṁ pāda-reṇum abhīkṣṇaśaḥyāsāṁ hari-kathodgīrṇaṁ punāti bhuvana-trayam Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 10.47.63 I constantly glorify the dust of the feet of the women of Nanda’s cowherd pastures. Their chanting of the activities of Śrī Kṛṣṇa purifies the entire universe. Brahmā and Uddhava pray like this. This dust is available. Why don’t you take it? You don’t have the desire. How can desire come? For that desire you must worship Śrīmatī Rādhārānī’s lotus feet.Śrīla Narottama dāsa Ṭhākura sings: rādhikā-caraṇa-renu, bhūṣaṇa koriyā tanuanāyāse pābe giridhārīrādhikā-caraṇāśraya, je kore se mahāśayatāre moi jāo bolihārī Ornament your body with the dust of Śrīmatī Rādhikā’s lotus feet and you will easily attain Giridhārī. I congratulate such a great soul who takes shelter of Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī’s lotus feet.jaya jaya rādhā-nāma vṛndāvana jāra dhāmakṛṣṇa-sukha vilāsera nidhiheno rādhā guṇa gāna, na sunilo mora kānavañcito korilo more vidhi All glories, all glories to She whose name is Rādhā, whose divine abode is Vṛndāvana, and who is a treasury of pastimes that bring joy to Kṛṣṇa. Alas! If my ears have not heard Rādhā’s glories, then destiny has cheated me. Everything we sing, we sing without desire to accept. We sing, pray, and pass our time, and then run another way. Why? We have no desire to accept this.Dāsa Gosvāmī Prabhu says, “Color yourself from top to bottom with this kuṁkum. Then nothing else can touch or disturb you.”If we don’t read the Gosvāmīs’ books, like this Vilāpa-kusumāñjali, how can we understand what process the Gosvāmīs left for us? How can we cross māyā? How can we collect bhakti-rasa? Without this, our lives pass uselessly. If we only cry and think about the negative, what benefit will come to us? We accept nothing positive. We will be weak if we take no food and have no rasa. Vaidhī-mārga is not useless, but who can actually follow all rules and regulations? Those who have anurāga follow all rules and regulations naturally. They come everyday to maṅgala-āratī to serve in niśānta-līlā. There is no need to bang on their doors and shout, “Wake up!” They naturally follow everything with anurāga. Vaidhī-mārga followers do everything by force. If sometimes they are sick, then how can they follow? This anurāga is the only thing necessary for strength in bhajana. devi te caraṇa-padma-dāsikāṁ         viprayoga-bhara-dāva-pāvakaiḥdahyamānatara-kāya-ballavīṁ     jīvaya kṣaṇa-nirīkṣaṇāmṛtaiḥVilāpa-kusumāñjali 10 O Devī, with the nectar of a moment’s glance, please restore the life of this maidservant of Your lotus feet, who now burns in the great forest-fire of separation from You. What does Devī mean? In the transcendental realm of Vṛndāvana-dhāma, You control Śrī Kṛṣṇa with Your over-world-power-love and keep Him always near You, thus You are Devī.“O Devī, I am burning; my body, mind, and senses—everything is burning. Everywhere I look there is only fire, dryness, and ashes. Please cool me with the nectar from Your lotus feet. Śiva Ṭhākura sits in a crematorium and smears his body with ashes, saying, ‘In this world there is only fire and ash, fire and ash.’ O Devī, this world is a forest-fire and my body is like a burning creeper. I am a very small dāsī at Your lotus feet. Kṛpā kaṭākṣa bhājanam—please just o
    nce grace me with Your merciful glance. If You don’t look at me and take care of me, then everyone will come with fire and attack me, saying, ‘Hey, don’t do this, do what I am telling, follow me.’ The government, educators, parents, friends, and the so-called gurus and ācāryas—everyone in this world smashes us and squeezes out our life. They like to take all our time and life. But they don’t say, ‘Follow this line of the Gosvāmīs; this is good for you.’ ”When a goat or pig is young and healthy, everyone is ready to check, “How much does it weigh? How tasty will it be?” The fire of peoples’ desires burns us. People are always ready to attack and digest us.Dāsa Gosvāmī says, “Kṛṣṇa is transcendental. He is in my heart, but I can’t meet with Him because I am surrounded by fire. How can I cross this fire and go to meet with Kṛṣṇa? It is not possible. I am burning in my desire-fire, lust-fire, anger-fire, and so many other fires. I collect fire from all others; they give me this by force. Also, I am sentimental and sensitive—this is one fire. Even worse is the fire of pratiṣṭhā, greed for name and fame. O Devī, if these fires aren’t vanquished, I will not be able to cross beyond this fearsome world and reach You. I have been burning, burning, burning for millions of lives. Now I have only a little time left. I cannot tolerate this torment any longer. Without Your merciful glance, I will be burnt to ashes and destroyed. Please give me Your kṛpā-kaṭākṣa-bhājanam, without which I cannot cross over this fearsome world.“This body that You gave is always demanding attention and wants me to be its slave. It is a vortex of fire in which I am always burning. I desire to engage my body always as an instrument of Your service. But these fires are burning me and keep me from serving You. In a forest there are many big trees. Sometimes, when wind rubs them against each other, fire is generated. This fire burns the whole forest down. Similarly, mundane people have fire and they steal us away from bhakti and bhajana. This is like a forest-fire. How can I protect myself from the fires of this world? I don’t know. Please help me.“Your darśana is not possible for me. I can’t see you, but You can see me. Please give me Your glance of mercy, otherwise I cannot cross over this world and go to You.” svapne ‘pi kiṁ sumukhi te caraṇāmbujāta-        rājat-parāga-paṭavāsa-vibhūṣaṇenaśobhāṁ parām atitarām ahahottamāṅaṁ        bibhrad bhaviṣyati kadā mama sārtha-nāmaVilāpa-kusumāñjali 11 O beautiful-faced one, when, even in a dream, will I, by decorating my head with the splendid perfumed powder of Your lotus feet, attain the goal of my life? (Click on the Title to see more)